Heather & Isis , youre my sisters and sadly i havent seen you in years </3

- Heather , i talk to you every now and then but not as much as i wish i could - youre beautiful and i wish you lived close - i feel like a horrible aunt for not being there for your daughter , my neice Ati - i wish i could though , i would love her to death ! please come see me soon , i need a big sister .

- Isis , where are you ? i havent even talked to you in about eight years - i dont know what to say cause i hardly know you - & thinking about that breaks my heart - i wish you would be here for me , cause no matter what ill always be here for you .

I LOVE YOU BOTH <3

something ive been proud of these last few days …

i can honestly say im proud of how ive been doing at softball , ive been taking it seriously cause its my goal to make first base my home & ill be damned if i dont get ittt ;)

my goals for this month & why ?

• to not quit in school as soon as i begin , because i have a habit of doing that .
• to have less problems with people , because im tired of being stressed out .

EMINEM ,

youre life seems the most interesting , youve been to hell and back and even though you rap about your life no one truly understands - youre a strong person and i would love to sit with you and just talk - i wouldnt be interested in your fame , just your stories - your music stole my heart awhile ago <3

Taigyn !

we met over myspace and now i textt you like everyday ; youre the sweetest and even when im upest youre always there to make me laugh :)

- thankkkk you !

Tucker O’connor ,

you and i had some good memories together even though we only dated for a month , it seemed like so much longer - my family loved you and you were always their favorite , even after the shit that happened with my dad , haha - i wish you wouldnt have gotten so shady , it was disappointing - i really liked you and when all that started happening it made me so upset - i tried my hardest to not make a big deal about it , and i think i did pretty good - but apparentely you didnt think so - it was sad how i actually had to break up with you , kinda immature and im sorry for that - but its done and over with - youre a good guy and youll find what you want sooner or later - the only advice i can give you is dont get so bored after the first month anymore ;) be a bit more patient boo .

love , sandy <3

CHALLENGE DAY SEVEN ; someone/something who has made an impact on you <3

bob marley music <3

hello bitch ass woman ,

i didnt like how when i was driving you pretty much rode my bumper - it only made me want to drive slower , just to piss you off - i should have brake checked you , wouldnt you have loved me to fake having a bad back after that ? your insurance wouldnt really have liked that much - when you drove past me honking your horn , i hope you saw me flipping you off and smiling - did you hear me calling you an old hagg , bitch , slut , or whore ? cause my dad thought it was hilarious , i hope you do too - drive safe ;)

sincerely , sandy .

dear dreams ,

why are you out of my reach ? - where are you going ? i know i pushed you away , but come back - dont ruin me this fast , must i replace you ? should i give up ? well , i refuse to - i refuse to let you slip away , i will make you come true - i will chase you , i will catch you .

sincerely , sandy .

GLORIA —> DALTON —> JAKE;

you three are my world , i love you all with everything ive got - i would give my life for you in a heartbeat - sadly though , im not a very good role model - i do bad things and i hope youre learning from my mistakes - PLEASE do not be like me , use me as an example of whatt not to be - you deserve the bestt , and i wish you the best out of life - i promise you one thing , if someone ever hurts you at any point in your life i will hunt them down and take their life - just stay strong babies , im always here for you <3